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Tuesday, 21 October 2008
Monday, 23 June 2008
Damn... this kind of teacher..
Long time no flaming post already.. it occurred today...
Due to personal and private issue, nobody's name is mention.
Let me educate you all with some basic background.
Usually, before our years, seniors (that is, form 5) doesn't need to be actively involved with the scout's activities, because you see, we are exam classes.
And about the present teacher (well, in fact, I don't really think he is a scout, just in charge of us), highly infamous to all scout members. He is very good in talking, but maybe not in working. You see, the last scout teacher get along easy with us and we held many activities. When that teacher in charge went, this new one is like wanting to stop our activities. Everytime when we want to apply for some function or activities, you will get a hundred of questions, be it about the applying form, the attendance, etc. etc.
Let's get to the main part.
First of all, I admit that I was partly wrong about that. But that was just the beginning.
It happened like this. Monday, assembly was held. Scouts were called to stay back after the assembly at the BEGINNING of the whole damn thing. Well, I forgot about it at the end of the assembly. Truth to be told, I'm thinking to complete my unfinished work in my class, so I forgot about the stay back thingy.
Okay. I was wrong about THIS thing.
But then? Well, he took this chance to 'talk cock'.
He see me in person.
First of all, he complained about the stay back after assembly thingy. I stated my reasons.
Well, I'm not saying that I'm not wrong about it, and he started talking a lot of things non-stop, and repeatly amplified the phrase "This is non-sense", "You think I'm a 3-year-old kid?", "Don't give me this reason, I can't accept it".
If I'm not mistaken, he did said it for at least 5 times.
Be it your way. I don't care what he said about this part. I'm partly wrong in this, so I kept silence.
Here is the interesting part. Well, as I said, he was just taking a chance to make some mess, trying to kick us out, as my friend said.
He trying to said a lot of things.
Didn't attend the fall-out during recess.
Didn't attend the camp.
Didn't manage the troop.
Didn't this.
Didn't that.
Basically, this is all rubbish. I asked him back, "Sir, did you actually arrived at the scene?"
He paused for a moment. "Ya... and I didn't see you in the camp."
"I DID attend the camp, sir."
"No, I didn't see you..."
"I helped the English camp (it's another camp, hosted by our school, so we, helping it, isn't wrong)."
"English camp only last 2 days, did you go back at the 2nd day (our camping date is a bit different with the E-camp)?"
"I did."
"I didn't see you."
I almost wanted to speak this out: "Where the HELL are you when I'm there?!?!"
Instead, I said: "You can go and ask the scouts there."
Another pause. He flipped the newspaper, like looking for something to do with his hands.
"I will. We will wait and see."
That time I was damn angry and I whispered, "Yea. We will see."
"What about the fall-in?"
"I thought seniors don't need to do that?"
"Why not?"
"It's just following the tradition. Our seniors didn't fall-in either."
"Yea, that's last time. Now is now."
I really wanted to give him a middle finger and a punch in his face. What the crap reason is this?
I stared into his face now, fiercely.
Another pause. He flipped the newspaper again, mind you - just flipped. I don't think he even know what was he looking at. It is like he was thinking for something to say.
"You know, I don't really want to make a mess of trouble for you all. You think I like it?"
Sure, you loved it very much, I thought.
"Especially you all are in your last year in school. But if you force me, I'm sure I will give you a fail in your ECA."
Yea, and I will give you a smack in your face.
And then he started listing out the 'violation' of other seniors.
Seriously, I never met such teacher until him.
When duty comes and the school need helps, he will be the 1st to find us and make sure there is enough people for the duty.
But when there is no duty, f**k off.
I think he didn't even care about the troop, just make sure that we will help him when the help arose.
Really 'nice'.
As a side note, the only thing that stop me from arguing with him is... his damn funny expression.
His was like, trembling when he talked to me. And he keep on looked away (to flip the newspapers). Again, I NEVER saw a teacher doing that when he was 'scolding' a student.
I hope he didn't saw my grin at the end of the... ah... pleasant conversation.
Seriously, he DID act like a 3-year-old.
Amen.
PS: Thanks to all my friends who help me with this incident, those who share the anger, curse the teacher, or just some caring. Thx BY ;)
Aftermath, out.
Due to personal and private issue, nobody's name is mention.
Let me educate you all with some basic background.
Usually, before our years, seniors (that is, form 5) doesn't need to be actively involved with the scout's activities, because you see, we are exam classes.
And about the present teacher (well, in fact, I don't really think he is a scout, just in charge of us), highly infamous to all scout members. He is very good in talking, but maybe not in working. You see, the last scout teacher get along easy with us and we held many activities. When that teacher in charge went, this new one is like wanting to stop our activities. Everytime when we want to apply for some function or activities, you will get a hundred of questions, be it about the applying form, the attendance, etc. etc.
Let's get to the main part.
First of all, I admit that I was partly wrong about that. But that was just the beginning.
It happened like this. Monday, assembly was held. Scouts were called to stay back after the assembly at the BEGINNING of the whole damn thing. Well, I forgot about it at the end of the assembly. Truth to be told, I'm thinking to complete my unfinished work in my class, so I forgot about the stay back thingy.
Okay. I was wrong about THIS thing.
But then? Well, he took this chance to 'talk cock'.
He see me in person.
First of all, he complained about the stay back after assembly thingy. I stated my reasons.
Well, I'm not saying that I'm not wrong about it, and he started talking a lot of things non-stop, and repeatly amplified the phrase "This is non-sense", "You think I'm a 3-year-old kid?", "Don't give me this reason, I can't accept it".
If I'm not mistaken, he did said it for at least 5 times.
Be it your way. I don't care what he said about this part. I'm partly wrong in this, so I kept silence.
Here is the interesting part. Well, as I said, he was just taking a chance to make some mess, trying to kick us out, as my friend said.
He trying to said a lot of things.
Didn't attend the fall-out during recess.
Didn't attend the camp.
Didn't manage the troop.
Didn't this.
Didn't that.
Basically, this is all rubbish. I asked him back, "Sir, did you actually arrived at the scene?"
He paused for a moment. "Ya... and I didn't see you in the camp."
"I DID attend the camp, sir."
"No, I didn't see you..."
"I helped the English camp (it's another camp, hosted by our school, so we, helping it, isn't wrong)."
"English camp only last 2 days, did you go back at the 2nd day (our camping date is a bit different with the E-camp)?"
"I did."
"I didn't see you."
I almost wanted to speak this out: "Where the HELL are you when I'm there?!?!"
Instead, I said: "You can go and ask the scouts there."
Another pause. He flipped the newspaper, like looking for something to do with his hands.
"I will. We will wait and see."
That time I was damn angry and I whispered, "Yea. We will see."
"What about the fall-in?"
"I thought seniors don't need to do that?"
"Why not?"
"It's just following the tradition. Our seniors didn't fall-in either."
"Yea, that's last time. Now is now."
I really wanted to give him a middle finger and a punch in his face. What the crap reason is this?
I stared into his face now, fiercely.
Another pause. He flipped the newspaper again, mind you - just flipped. I don't think he even know what was he looking at. It is like he was thinking for something to say.
"You know, I don't really want to make a mess of trouble for you all. You think I like it?"
Sure, you loved it very much, I thought.
"Especially you all are in your last year in school. But if you force me, I'm sure I will give you a fail in your ECA."
Yea, and I will give you a smack in your face.
And then he started listing out the 'violation' of other seniors.
Seriously, I never met such teacher until him.
When duty comes and the school need helps, he will be the 1st to find us and make sure there is enough people for the duty.
But when there is no duty, f**k off.
I think he didn't even care about the troop, just make sure that we will help him when the help arose.
Really 'nice'.
As a side note, the only thing that stop me from arguing with him is... his damn funny expression.
His was like, trembling when he talked to me. And he keep on looked away (to flip the newspapers). Again, I NEVER saw a teacher doing that when he was 'scolding' a student.
I hope he didn't saw my grin at the end of the... ah... pleasant conversation.
Seriously, he DID act like a 3-year-old.
Amen.
PS: Thanks to all my friends who help me with this incident, those who share the anger, curse the teacher, or just some caring. Thx BY ;)
Aftermath, out.
Sunday, 7 October 2007
huh... where is freedom
A lyric... I wrote from the bottom of my heart...
Just a "lyric" of myself, lending the song from Black Eye Peas.
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My house
1625 hours
Operation Wathafart
Voice Record, Printable version
Kaboom!
This is the first sound you will hear when you enter my house at this time.
Analyzing scene...
Source of Sound: Quarrel
Yup...
That's what happened when my mother start another insane idea of her 'brilliant' plans...
And quite unreasonable...
"I will remove your CPU and keep it at your grandma house..."
Holy sh*t...
Of course I will 'defend' myself...
What la... another way of making her pleased while making me harder...
You see... of course I will go and have a row with her... so now... change of plan:
"You will be online less and holiday you will also have a limited time of using comp... bla bla bla..."
Better than the first one... but still... damn!
It's holiday dude... End of year holiday! And now she blow up my bubble...
I have my plan ok... you still think I'm a little boy who doesn't think of my own future?
I have no idea of what's waiting me outside? No future plans? No idea of what I will be walking through?
Then you are wrong.
*Static*
End of Log
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Too angry to write anymore about that...
Let's... put it down
===
Alright... had a tiring but fun duty yesterday night. The shows were good, but the working group was a mess... curtain and stuff... all the plans changed and we can only do the second best thing: wait for order.
One thing I'm quite angry is that what is promised isn't given.
"We noticed that Scouts are always helpful but left unnoticed. Now we decided to give you all a table at the feast."
This is what promised at the assembly. Everyone heard that. Even our scout teacher confirm that. Then at that night, no table... lol...
And our fatty of the troop was very eager to sit down on one of the tables... :P
Well... but then got one table they let us to eat when the feast is almost over... ate the last 3 dishes...
Oh yea... one of them is a scout from 29th Kinta when he's young... of course, 'one day scout whole life scout'... still a scout now... haha
Alright... nothing much... so...
Aftermath, out.
PS: The students like Kah Ho's singing... :P
What's wrong with that boy mama
He's living like that's got no mama
I think he is living in a dreadful drunk
Only attracted to the things that bring the trump
In his home, yeah, he try to be a good student
But he still got bombard by his dear parents
For using internet, for playing basketball
The hatred for his parents seems to be never-ending
But if he only have a bit freedom for his own life
Then he will have some free space for himself
And the free space will generate some happiness
And when you happy you are bound to get hope, yeah
Irate is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
And stop blaming and scolding for you own reasons, yeah...
I'm boring, I'm dying
I'm hurt and you'll see me crying
Can you imagine what's happening
And you will know that how I feel
Brother Brother Brother help me
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is freedom
Where is freedom (freedom)
Where is freedom (freedom)
Where is freedom
Freedom, freedom
~Aftermath - Where is Freedom
Edited from 'Where is the Love' by Black Eye Peas
Just a "lyric" of myself, lending the song from Black Eye Peas.
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My house
1625 hours
Operation Wathafart
Voice Record, Printable version
Kaboom!
This is the first sound you will hear when you enter my house at this time.
Analyzing scene...
Source of Sound: Quarrel
Yup...
That's what happened when my mother start another insane idea of her 'brilliant' plans...
And quite unreasonable...
"I will remove your CPU and keep it at your grandma house..."
Holy sh*t...
Of course I will 'defend' myself...
What la... another way of making her pleased while making me harder...
You see... of course I will go and have a row with her... so now... change of plan:
"You will be online less and holiday you will also have a limited time of using comp... bla bla bla..."
Better than the first one... but still... damn!
It's holiday dude... End of year holiday! And now she blow up my bubble...
I have my plan ok... you still think I'm a little boy who doesn't think of my own future?
I have no idea of what's waiting me outside? No future plans? No idea of what I will be walking through?
Then you are wrong.
*Static*
End of Log
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Too angry to write anymore about that...
Let's... put it down
===
Alright... had a tiring but fun duty yesterday night. The shows were good, but the working group was a mess... curtain and stuff... all the plans changed and we can only do the second best thing: wait for order.
One thing I'm quite angry is that what is promised isn't given.
"We noticed that Scouts are always helpful but left unnoticed. Now we decided to give you all a table at the feast."
This is what promised at the assembly. Everyone heard that. Even our scout teacher confirm that. Then at that night, no table... lol...
And our fatty of the troop was very eager to sit down on one of the tables... :P
Well... but then got one table they let us to eat when the feast is almost over... ate the last 3 dishes...
Oh yea... one of them is a scout from 29th Kinta when he's young... of course, 'one day scout whole life scout'... still a scout now... haha
Alright... nothing much... so...
Aftermath, out.
PS: The students like Kah Ho's singing... :P
Thursday, 4 October 2007
Some affairs huh...
Alright... as usual, let me start with today's...
Okay... we are so damn lucky to avoid last year's talent show... but this year isn't the same...
So our class decided to sing for the show. Well, it's started out alright, but things got messier when the heat is rising.
First of all, attitude. The girls might say we are so damn uncooperative with them... well, yea, but you know why?
It starts with, one thing, I don't know why, many of the boys actually LIKE to sing (like Neo and Kah Ho)... but you see...
No one likes to be commanded around. And criticizing makes the situation worst. You can't expect us to be as good as you all, you know. We are not professionals! Do you think everyone can sing that good? What's more? damn, the song is for girl's pitch one... you know it's very weird when a boy sing... erm, I mean a normal boy...
But never mind... we sing. And? Got scolded (Kah Ming prefer it as 'diao') for nothing! Maybe not all boys are singing (like the stupid rabbit), but all boys got scolded for that, by teachers and girls as well...
Scolded by a teacher? Well, we are used to it. But by our fellow students that think they are our 'mom'? Sorry, no way. They just think they are freaking good and scolded every single boy (maybe except Chee Hong and Jacky, who sing it out loud)... hey, I'm innocent ok? I and Chun Xian is singing softly at the front, who said that we can't sing it out soft when we are practicing? And who said that we can't sing while we are doing our homework (chemistry for example, I dunno why they said about chemist)?
And here goes... especially the singing group, scold us as they are much more wiser, older, useful... bla bla bla...
There is a Chinese idiom that said: a person is better to be killed than be insulted. Well, of course it's not that serious about being killed, but hey, everyone got their own "face". How do you feel when you really get insulted?
If you can stand it, I'm very impressive on you... but not everyone can.
"Boys are useless one..."
Fark off... then why call us to go help you and call us go up stage? It's you all who wanted this, and now you force everyone to do the same... well, as a class, it's okay to help, but that attitude really makes people angry.
"We are the one who want to be perfect... boys go 'eat' themselves... no use one..."
Cool! What a good scolding... and now you call us to go practicing with you all... great.
I don't know... but I think if you want to ask people to help you, I don't think you will speak in that tone...
Of course, I'm not speaking of all girls in our class. It's only that portion that make us sick of it.
Oh, one good thing is we all don't remember the flaming part, which is good. If not... I think we will all argue in class.
Speaking of the teacher. Oh great... the same sentence:
"Boys useless one..."
Another 'fark off' to you, sir. It's such a good pleasure when he scold us here... and in the other hand, he call us to help... great. Sometimes we called him 'GTA'... Great Teacher A**s... yea, really great.
I wish I scrap an A for my physic and see that emotion on his face. (yea... I enjoy that when I got my UPSR)
Tomorrow will be the 'judgment day'... so good luck boys... and maybe I should say good luck class, for not being laughed on stage.
Hope that our classmates can cooperate better next time...
Okay... enough flaming for that... hope you don't mind... it's only the words in my mind..
Quote:
Oh yea... and today, we had another explosive + flammable basketball match with the juniors... well, it's actually not in our plan. But then you see... another proof of boys can't be insulted or laughed at: Kong had another fight with one of the juniors...
I can't blame him, any hot-tempered person will do that (as we all already know that he is). That guy hit the basketball to Kong's face (purposely it seems to be), and laugh out loud... imagine yourself...
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Oh... and yesterday, our rabbit went to toilet, which is a very interesting thing to us - we had only saw him going to toilet for once, starting from Junior 1 till Senior 1. And he doesn't bring his water bottle for these days.
Let's have a laugh: LOL
And at this moment... I saw Chee Hong online... quite rare in normal days... LOL
Well, playing the drum set is quite fun actually... tried playing it today. Maybe next time when I can own money that time I go learn... the drum set is damn expensive. My parents won't be able to afford it. So I guess guitar might be the best one for me for now.
And we had a lot of fun in our ECA today... playing station games... some of the junior actually enjoyed it!
Well, I think that's all... looking forward to tomorrow's events.
Aftermath, out.
PS: Conglads to all PMR exam takers. Last day tomorrow!
PSS: Bad news for our school students because can't go home for tomorrow...
Another Quote:
Okay... we are so damn lucky to avoid last year's talent show... but this year isn't the same...
So our class decided to sing for the show. Well, it's started out alright, but things got messier when the heat is rising.
First of all, attitude. The girls might say we are so damn uncooperative with them... well, yea, but you know why?
It starts with, one thing, I don't know why, many of the boys actually LIKE to sing (like Neo and Kah Ho)... but you see...
No one likes to be commanded around. And criticizing makes the situation worst. You can't expect us to be as good as you all, you know. We are not professionals! Do you think everyone can sing that good? What's more? damn, the song is for girl's pitch one... you know it's very weird when a boy sing... erm, I mean a normal boy...
But never mind... we sing. And? Got scolded (Kah Ming prefer it as 'diao') for nothing! Maybe not all boys are singing (like the stupid rabbit), but all boys got scolded for that, by teachers and girls as well...
Scolded by a teacher? Well, we are used to it. But by our fellow students that think they are our 'mom'? Sorry, no way. They just think they are freaking good and scolded every single boy (maybe except Chee Hong and Jacky, who sing it out loud)... hey, I'm innocent ok? I and Chun Xian is singing softly at the front, who said that we can't sing it out soft when we are practicing? And who said that we can't sing while we are doing our homework (chemistry for example, I dunno why they said about chemist)?
And here goes... especially the singing group, scold us as they are much more wiser, older, useful... bla bla bla...
There is a Chinese idiom that said: a person is better to be killed than be insulted. Well, of course it's not that serious about being killed, but hey, everyone got their own "face". How do you feel when you really get insulted?
If you can stand it, I'm very impressive on you... but not everyone can.
"Boys are useless one..."
Fark off... then why call us to go help you and call us go up stage? It's you all who wanted this, and now you force everyone to do the same... well, as a class, it's okay to help, but that attitude really makes people angry.
"We are the one who want to be perfect... boys go 'eat' themselves... no use one..."
Cool! What a good scolding... and now you call us to go practicing with you all... great.
I don't know... but I think if you want to ask people to help you, I don't think you will speak in that tone...
Of course, I'm not speaking of all girls in our class. It's only that portion that make us sick of it.
Oh, one good thing is we all don't remember the flaming part, which is good. If not... I think we will all argue in class.
Speaking of the teacher. Oh great... the same sentence:
"Boys useless one..."
Another 'fark off' to you, sir. It's such a good pleasure when he scold us here... and in the other hand, he call us to help... great. Sometimes we called him 'GTA'... Great Teacher A**s... yea, really great.
I wish I scrap an A for my physic and see that emotion on his face. (yea... I enjoy that when I got my UPSR)
Tomorrow will be the 'judgment day'... so good luck boys... and maybe I should say good luck class, for not being laughed on stage.
Hope that our classmates can cooperate better next time...
Okay... enough flaming for that... hope you don't mind... it's only the words in my mind..
Quote:
"I'm sorry, I can't be, perfect..."~Simple Plan, Perfect
Oh yea... and today, we had another explosive + flammable basketball match with the juniors... well, it's actually not in our plan. But then you see... another proof of boys can't be insulted or laughed at: Kong had another fight with one of the juniors...
I can't blame him, any hot-tempered person will do that (as we all already know that he is). That guy hit the basketball to Kong's face (purposely it seems to be), and laugh out loud... imagine yourself...
---
Oh... and yesterday, our rabbit went to toilet, which is a very interesting thing to us - we had only saw him going to toilet for once, starting from Junior 1 till Senior 1. And he doesn't bring his water bottle for these days.
Let's have a laugh: LOL
And at this moment... I saw Chee Hong online... quite rare in normal days... LOL
Well, playing the drum set is quite fun actually... tried playing it today. Maybe next time when I can own money that time I go learn... the drum set is damn expensive. My parents won't be able to afford it. So I guess guitar might be the best one for me for now.
And we had a lot of fun in our ECA today... playing station games... some of the junior actually enjoyed it!
Well, I think that's all... looking forward to tomorrow's events.
Aftermath, out.
PS: Conglads to all PMR exam takers. Last day tomorrow!
PSS: Bad news for our school students because can't go home for tomorrow...
Another Quote:
Mencken's Law - Those who can, do. Those who cannot, teach.
Monday, 24 September 2007
A voice of a secondary boy
I don't care if it is okay to say this, but this is my blog and I have my every right to post what I want here...
Back to business - my parents is pushing hard on me and I'm kinda having a row with them nowadays.
You might say that children should listen to their parents. Yea, that's only apply when it is damn reasonable.
I must clarify something first before speaking anything. I don't think many students from private school, especially Poi Lam High, will go home and study. No really, who will go and study the text book when the exam is weeks (that means more than 2 weeks) away, even months! Alright, some revision done once or twice a week may be fine, but everyday... watdahell...
You must know one thing, we, private school students is different from government school's. We study from 8am till 3pm average, and Saturday is an official school day for us.
And I didn't even include our Thursday's ECA time.
Don't try to argue with me about extra classes after school - private schools DO have extra classes after school. And extra time for ECA too. Thursday alone really isn't enough for uniformed society like Scouts or whatever band.
What I'm trying to show is, WE HAD ALREADY STUDY MORE, SPEND MUCH MORE TIME THAN normal government school. What's more? Our lesson is harder than government's! You can't deny it, it's true. When did government school start to have Add-Maths and the 3 Sciences in Form 3? Even UEC, gives more challenge than government's lesson, especially during Senior classes. In Form 6, UEC's paper is far more harder than SPM, and GCE O'level students might have difficulties in answering them. I don't think you can really take our private school's result to compare with government's. Damn, average students in english that studies in government school might as well fail GCE's English.
My dear parents, I'm having enough of this. I admit that I might able to score more in exams, especially the 3 sciences, but for Add-maths and Chinese Literature, really, I'm out of it. You might able to give a lot of 'reasons' about why I fail it, but reality is reality.
"Oh, you use too much time in computer." "Oh, everyday play basketball..."
ENOUGH!!
These are all made-up reasons. Who say I didn't study before exams? I did! Damn, I'm not that kind of person that can walk calmly into the exam hall without any information in my brains. Too much time in computer... you might say that... well, around 3 to 4 hours (sometimes even less) per day, too much? I don't know. There is no standard about it, but by comparing (oh... maths again), along with my friends, this is normal. There are a lot of manics that use, or playing games with computer, with A LOT MORE TIME than me! Time had changed. It's a whole new era. Computers, internet, chatting messengers, blogging, forums, reading articles from net, these are all normal activities among teenagers nowadays! And many of them even have their benefits!
COMPUTERS ARE NOT ONLY FOR GAMES YOU IDIOTS!
Really, they always think that computer is bad. I don't know, but they really like to watch the bad side of every-single-damn-thing.
Don't they ever wonder why I have so many extra knowledges in life?
Don't they ever wonder why I'm much better efficient in computers than some of those who owns a computer much more longer than me?
Don't they ever wonder why I can type fast (not very, and without style, but it is fast enough for normal use), even I didn't take typing course?
Don't they ever wonder why I can do wonders with computer?
Don't they ever wonder why my English is getting better, apart from my novel reading?
Don't they...
Man... you guys should know, I always follow my mother's promise: Games - only during Sat and Sunday, plus holidays. What did I do with my computers normally?
Oh... a lot of things... And good stuffs too!
Blogging, as you might aware of it when you read this.
Webpage/Forums design, publishing, and managing.
HTML codings, although still not quite good at it, need a lot of time to memorizes it.
Reading articles from encyclopedia or information sites.
Design pictures and stuffs with my Photoshop and other Software (thanks to all my previous computer teachers that teaches me these... I had took some course about it during a holiday).
Remix musics!
And a bit of entertainment with some MMORPG (Role Playing) sites, it does teach you a lot how to get along with people. And of course, some of my favourite game sites or fan sites (Harry Potter, for example).
Are they BAD?
Oh... and why don't my dear mother say that computer is bad when she ask me to help her, doing some school document or exam papers?
And about playing basketball... OMG! That's my hobby! That's my way to relief my tension in school works (you might say no, but yes, there is, less or more), or other things. Oh... I will explain this in detail later, a small secret I wanted to share with my fellow friends.
You want me to be a bookworm (or bag, in chinese)? Well, I don't. 2 hours of sports everyday won't hurts, I suppose. Don't tell me you didn't play, running around the countryside when you were still small. I'm not gonna believe it.
Sports! It's a damn good activity for our free time! It's damn better for those less beneficial activities! I don't know why they can have a damn with this.
Oh yea... it's damn ALRIGHT when she chases her Korea Drama series...
Alright, you might wanted to ask why don't I revise a lot in normal days. Here is my answer. Everyone has their own way of studying. I enjoy studying during night, mainly because it is less noisy and it's usually cooler. And why I only start revising a week before exam? The reason is simple. Anything that requires hard memorizing, I will really forget it real fast, maybe a day or two. That explain why subjects like history is bad to me. I don't know why, but this happens even when I'm a little kid in primary school. Unless I really like that thing, or it can be memorize lively, that piece of information, or part of it, will be thrown into the recycle bin, within 3 days, cash guaranty. I found that listening to the teachers in class help more in studying. That's why I don't really revise a lot. The general information is already learned during lesson. Well, maybe not all lesson, but subjects like maths and chemist, I think that you guys will agree with me that we all DO listen those in class.
Alright... it seems that my anger about it has ease a lot at the end of this article. That's... great.
Well, before I end it, I will tell you a story of my past, as I promised above.
It happened long ago, when I'm Primary 4. Some people from Sam Chai Primary or Yuk Choy Primary might knew it.
Anyway, last time, due to my family, I don't really has a lot of hobbies or activities. My first sport is badminton, and I've learned chess when I'm 6. But I don't really did these activities in normal days because first of all, I don't have people to play with me that time. Even now, I don't have neighbors! Both house beside me is always empty, and those people don't really communicate and only care about themselves (this explain why I had thieves in my house for so many time).
The main point is, I don't have others activities for my daily life. My everyday life that time was: wake up - go to school - extra classes - back home - tuitions - homework - sleep. Maybe around 1-2 hours for watching some TV programs and News Report. And sometimes, swimming, or playing "outdoor badminton" (you all should know that it is not really fun doing it, but I have no choice, it's better than nothing) with my neighbor, who is 3 years older than me. My brothers? Oh... they are too young to understand it that time.
What's more? School tension is really high that time, especially for a small schoolboy that time, P4 only! A lot of student already having problems about it. Some even trying to commit suicide (fail of course... what can a P4 student do?)! And I'm always in the first class, the working load is really high! Plus my working speed is really high. You know why I can stay till late night everyday and still manage to do with my normal daily activities (around 4 hour of sleep daily)? Although I'm trying to change it (yea thx to Joyce, who always tell, or maybe nag me to sleep earlier... lol :P), but that's the reason why I can do it - Homework was done till late night everyday!
And during exam time... OMG... each mistake done in Maths will be "rewarded". You know what I mean. Plus some other subjects too.
In the end, I break up. Really, I vomit during one recesses time. Vomit hard, and fainted. Luckily my friend's mother was there to help me. I can't imagine what will happen if he was not there. I was quickly sent to a clinic and the doctor had proved that I had shown some sign in the early stages of getting over-tension. If this continue, I might have some mental problem or so on. I do always got headache that time. That's when I'm studying in Yuk Choy.
What can my mother do? She changed me from Yuk Choy to Sam Chai primary. It the school at Pasir Putih, and that's how I know about Poi Lam High and wanted to go there. Oh by the way, in Sam Chai, the lessons are completely different! There is not much tension in homework. The work load is suitable, good enough.
The most important is, I've changed. I started to involve more in ECA. Badminton, Football, Ping-pong, everything I can find in my school, I try it. And I made a lot of good friends here who are willing share happiness and sadness together. My life had never been that happy, especially when I first join the class. They are just so friendly that I know them the first day (maybe not names), even the girls mix with the boys.
Oh yea, some teachers in Yuk Choy looked down on me. What they say: can't cope with their steps. So what, I get 7A's in UPSR. The only different is, my childhood is not that hard, completely full with books, books, and more homeworks.
I will never forget that. Oh, and our holiday trip. I still miss my friends.
Hope that everyone of us will have a good future, whatever way you want to go! Every right job is a good job.
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL GUYS AND GALS!
Peace. :)
Aftermath.
PS: Thanks for reading all those rubbish I wrote. :) Thanks a lot.
Back to business - my parents is pushing hard on me and I'm kinda having a row with them nowadays.
You might say that children should listen to their parents. Yea, that's only apply when it is damn reasonable.
I must clarify something first before speaking anything. I don't think many students from private school, especially Poi Lam High, will go home and study. No really, who will go and study the text book when the exam is weeks (that means more than 2 weeks) away, even months! Alright, some revision done once or twice a week may be fine, but everyday... watdahell...
You must know one thing, we, private school students is different from government school's. We study from 8am till 3pm average, and Saturday is an official school day for us.
Let's do some maths (since my mother wanted me to score so badly):That's 475minutes (7hours 55 minutes ~ 8hours!) different each week!!
Mon-Fri: 8.00-15.00 - That's 7hours x 5 = 35hours
Saturday: 8.00-12.35 - That's 4h35min
Total: 39hours 35min per week = 2375 minutes per week
Let's see what time does government school student studies in school:
Mon-Fri: Average time - 7.20-13.40 = 6h20min per day x 5
Total = 1900 minutes per week
And I didn't even include our Thursday's ECA time.
Don't try to argue with me about extra classes after school - private schools DO have extra classes after school. And extra time for ECA too. Thursday alone really isn't enough for uniformed society like Scouts or whatever band.
What I'm trying to show is, WE HAD ALREADY STUDY MORE, SPEND MUCH MORE TIME THAN normal government school. What's more? Our lesson is harder than government's! You can't deny it, it's true. When did government school start to have Add-Maths and the 3 Sciences in Form 3? Even UEC, gives more challenge than government's lesson, especially during Senior classes. In Form 6, UEC's paper is far more harder than SPM, and GCE O'level students might have difficulties in answering them. I don't think you can really take our private school's result to compare with government's. Damn, average students in english that studies in government school might as well fail GCE's English.
My dear parents, I'm having enough of this. I admit that I might able to score more in exams, especially the 3 sciences, but for Add-maths and Chinese Literature, really, I'm out of it. You might able to give a lot of 'reasons' about why I fail it, but reality is reality.
"Oh, you use too much time in computer." "Oh, everyday play basketball..."
ENOUGH!!
These are all made-up reasons. Who say I didn't study before exams? I did! Damn, I'm not that kind of person that can walk calmly into the exam hall without any information in my brains. Too much time in computer... you might say that... well, around 3 to 4 hours (sometimes even less) per day, too much? I don't know. There is no standard about it, but by comparing (oh... maths again), along with my friends, this is normal. There are a lot of manics that use, or playing games with computer, with A LOT MORE TIME than me! Time had changed. It's a whole new era. Computers, internet, chatting messengers, blogging, forums, reading articles from net, these are all normal activities among teenagers nowadays! And many of them even have their benefits!
COMPUTERS ARE NOT ONLY FOR GAMES YOU IDIOTS!
Really, they always think that computer is bad. I don't know, but they really like to watch the bad side of every-single-damn-thing.
Don't they ever wonder why I have so many extra knowledges in life?
Don't they ever wonder why I'm much better efficient in computers than some of those who owns a computer much more longer than me?
Don't they ever wonder why I can type fast (not very, and without style, but it is fast enough for normal use), even I didn't take typing course?
Don't they ever wonder why I can do wonders with computer?
Don't they ever wonder why my English is getting better, apart from my novel reading?
Don't they...
Man... you guys should know, I always follow my mother's promise: Games - only during Sat and Sunday, plus holidays. What did I do with my computers normally?
Oh... a lot of things... And good stuffs too!
Blogging, as you might aware of it when you read this.
Webpage/Forums design, publishing, and managing.
HTML codings, although still not quite good at it, need a lot of time to memorizes it.
Reading articles from encyclopedia or information sites.
Design pictures and stuffs with my Photoshop and other Software (thanks to all my previous computer teachers that teaches me these... I had took some course about it during a holiday).
Remix musics!
And a bit of entertainment with some MMORPG (Role Playing) sites, it does teach you a lot how to get along with people. And of course, some of my favourite game sites or fan sites (Harry Potter, for example).
Are they BAD?
Oh... and why don't my dear mother say that computer is bad when she ask me to help her, doing some school document or exam papers?
And about playing basketball... OMG! That's my hobby! That's my way to relief my tension in school works (you might say no, but yes, there is, less or more), or other things. Oh... I will explain this in detail later, a small secret I wanted to share with my fellow friends.
You want me to be a bookworm (or bag, in chinese)? Well, I don't. 2 hours of sports everyday won't hurts, I suppose. Don't tell me you didn't play, running around the countryside when you were still small. I'm not gonna believe it.
Sports! It's a damn good activity for our free time! It's damn better for those less beneficial activities! I don't know why they can have a damn with this.
Oh yea... it's damn ALRIGHT when she chases her Korea Drama series...
Alright, you might wanted to ask why don't I revise a lot in normal days. Here is my answer. Everyone has their own way of studying. I enjoy studying during night, mainly because it is less noisy and it's usually cooler. And why I only start revising a week before exam? The reason is simple. Anything that requires hard memorizing, I will really forget it real fast, maybe a day or two. That explain why subjects like history is bad to me. I don't know why, but this happens even when I'm a little kid in primary school. Unless I really like that thing, or it can be memorize lively, that piece of information, or part of it, will be thrown into the recycle bin, within 3 days, cash guaranty. I found that listening to the teachers in class help more in studying. That's why I don't really revise a lot. The general information is already learned during lesson. Well, maybe not all lesson, but subjects like maths and chemist, I think that you guys will agree with me that we all DO listen those in class.
Alright... it seems that my anger about it has ease a lot at the end of this article. That's... great.
Well, before I end it, I will tell you a story of my past, as I promised above.
It happened long ago, when I'm Primary 4. Some people from Sam Chai Primary or Yuk Choy Primary might knew it.
Anyway, last time, due to my family, I don't really has a lot of hobbies or activities. My first sport is badminton, and I've learned chess when I'm 6. But I don't really did these activities in normal days because first of all, I don't have people to play with me that time. Even now, I don't have neighbors! Both house beside me is always empty, and those people don't really communicate and only care about themselves (this explain why I had thieves in my house for so many time).
The main point is, I don't have others activities for my daily life. My everyday life that time was: wake up - go to school - extra classes - back home - tuitions - homework - sleep. Maybe around 1-2 hours for watching some TV programs and News Report. And sometimes, swimming, or playing "outdoor badminton" (you all should know that it is not really fun doing it, but I have no choice, it's better than nothing) with my neighbor, who is 3 years older than me. My brothers? Oh... they are too young to understand it that time.
What's more? School tension is really high that time, especially for a small schoolboy that time, P4 only! A lot of student already having problems about it. Some even trying to commit suicide (fail of course... what can a P4 student do?)! And I'm always in the first class, the working load is really high! Plus my working speed is really high. You know why I can stay till late night everyday and still manage to do with my normal daily activities (around 4 hour of sleep daily)? Although I'm trying to change it (yea thx to Joyce, who always tell, or maybe nag me to sleep earlier... lol :P), but that's the reason why I can do it - Homework was done till late night everyday!
And during exam time... OMG... each mistake done in Maths will be "rewarded". You know what I mean. Plus some other subjects too.
In the end, I break up. Really, I vomit during one recesses time. Vomit hard, and fainted. Luckily my friend's mother was there to help me. I can't imagine what will happen if he was not there. I was quickly sent to a clinic and the doctor had proved that I had shown some sign in the early stages of getting over-tension. If this continue, I might have some mental problem or so on. I do always got headache that time. That's when I'm studying in Yuk Choy.
What can my mother do? She changed me from Yuk Choy to Sam Chai primary. It the school at Pasir Putih, and that's how I know about Poi Lam High and wanted to go there. Oh by the way, in Sam Chai, the lessons are completely different! There is not much tension in homework. The work load is suitable, good enough.
The most important is, I've changed. I started to involve more in ECA. Badminton, Football, Ping-pong, everything I can find in my school, I try it. And I made a lot of good friends here who are willing share happiness and sadness together. My life had never been that happy, especially when I first join the class. They are just so friendly that I know them the first day (maybe not names), even the girls mix with the boys.
Oh yea, some teachers in Yuk Choy looked down on me. What they say: can't cope with their steps. So what, I get 7A's in UPSR. The only different is, my childhood is not that hard, completely full with books, books, and more homeworks.
I will never forget that. Oh, and our holiday trip. I still miss my friends.
Hope that everyone of us will have a good future, whatever way you want to go! Every right job is a good job.
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL GUYS AND GALS!
Peace. :)
Aftermath.
PS: Thanks for reading all those rubbish I wrote. :) Thanks a lot.
Tuesday, 11 September 2007
Fun Fair isn't really that FAIR.
Alright... fun fair frenzy is on again and we managed to kill off Tuesday and use half of the time decorating... well, the earlier we start, the better. The main reason is we ALL don't want to study at this mood... lol
Back to the main point.
Anyway, one thing that really makes me angry is the attitude of some of the S1S1 students. I'm not pin-pointing at anyone of you, you should know if you do this. I'm not really sure who is wrong, but there seems to be some mistake in between us. Ever since we separate in 2J3 and 3J4, this kind of feeling/idea is getting stronger and stronger: "S1S2s are brainys that are bad in anything except studying. And they are proud and lan si."[*] < Remember this icon
I REPEAT, I DO NOT PIN-POINT ON ANY OF YOU. You know it yourself. If you do this, you will know.
Hint: Don't go around shouting if you are the one. This will only telling people: 'Hey, I'm the Mr S1S1 he's talking about!'
Come on, all people in our class should know what is going on. We think those ideas long ago in a Form Teacher period. All those ideas came out last-minuted. I don't know how the girls get their ideas from, but we boys (or I should say, teams with mainly boys) all think their ideas on the spot. You all should know that we boys aren't that pro in planning, and I bet we won't gather information before the meeting. Do you think that we are that hard working? Great.
Some more, we didn't even had the faintest idea on what S1S1 will do, not a single resources told us that. I don't know about the girls, but we boys won't hang around talking this I think. Our ideas are raw, totally canon! So don't give me a damn saying that we 'stole' your idea and trying to make ourself 'rich' with that.
This is really unfair to us.
You might say that "Oh, this is your own speaking!" Yea, this is my speaking and this is what's true. Guys, I'm not going to stand on any side - neither S1S2 nor S1S1. I want this to be fair. I don't know who is wrong, but please make it clear before blaming each other. We are friends you know! You had known each other since Junior 1 and many of us even study in a same class before! Why are you all flaming others just for this little misunderstanding?
Lastly, I would like to quote a part of the song Kawanku, sang by Wong Ming Zhi, singer of Negarakuku.
Oh, and one thing about our own class (S1S2). Can the girls stop being a bit too bossy? I meant it. Stop commanding us around and think that you are damn good. No offense, but that will only make us even angrier.
Aftermath, out.
PS: Hope our fun fair will goes on smoothly.
[*] too bad this aren't true. We got Hong who is damn pro in basketball, Kah Ming who is damn geng is football, Chun Xian who is a DotA freak, Jacky who is a good sportsman, Rabbit who is damn creative and rich, Devva who is so tall (although Jacky say he is useless under the net =.='''), our forums team who always win, Neo and Kah Ho who pros in singing (although some of the time is dreadful), our girls who are so hot (dunno) in dancing, Elize who is so geng is kicking people (lol, juz kidding)... etc. etc...
Oh... and you can say I'm a noob in creating this tread. No problem, I'm used to it.
Back to the main point.
Anyway, one thing that really makes me angry is the attitude of some of the S1S1 students. I'm not pin-pointing at anyone of you, you should know if you do this. I'm not really sure who is wrong, but there seems to be some mistake in between us. Ever since we separate in 2J3 and 3J4, this kind of feeling/idea is getting stronger and stronger: "S1S2s are brainys that are bad in anything except studying. And they are proud and lan si."[*] < Remember this icon
Hint: Don't go around shouting if you are the one. This will only telling people: 'Hey, I'm the Mr S1S1 he's talking about!'
Come on, all people in our class should know what is going on. We think those ideas long ago in a Form Teacher period. All those ideas came out last-minuted. I don't know how the girls get their ideas from, but we boys (or I should say, teams with mainly boys) all think their ideas on the spot. You all should know that we boys aren't that pro in planning, and I bet we won't gather information before the meeting. Do you think that we are that hard working? Great.
Some more, we didn't even had the faintest idea on what S1S1 will do, not a single resources told us that. I don't know about the girls, but we boys won't hang around talking this I think. Our ideas are raw, totally canon! So don't give me a damn saying that we 'stole' your idea and trying to make ourself 'rich' with that.
This is really unfair to us.
You might say that "Oh, this is your own speaking!" Yea, this is my speaking and this is what's true. Guys, I'm not going to stand on any side - neither S1S2 nor S1S1. I want this to be fair. I don't know who is wrong, but please make it clear before blaming each other. We are friends you know! You had known each other since Junior 1 and many of us even study in a same class before! Why are you all flaming others just for this little misunderstanding?
Lastly, I would like to quote a part of the song Kawanku, sang by Wong Ming Zhi, singer of Negarakuku.
We are friends but we are making mistakes, I don't understand you and you don't understand me.Peace. :)
We are friends and we are making mistakes, if we solve the problems, then everything will be FREE!
Oh, and one thing about our own class (S1S2). Can the girls stop being a bit too bossy? I meant it. Stop commanding us around and think that you are damn good. No offense, but that will only make us even angrier.
Aftermath, out.
PS: Hope our fun fair will goes on smoothly.
[*] too bad this aren't true. We got Hong who is damn pro in basketball, Kah Ming who is damn geng is football, Chun Xian who is a DotA freak, Jacky who is a good sportsman, Rabbit who is damn creative and rich, Devva who is so tall (although Jacky say he is useless under the net =.='''), our forums team who always win, Neo and Kah Ho who pros in singing (although some of the time is dreadful), our girls who are so hot (dunno) in dancing, Elize who is so geng is kicking people (lol, juz kidding)... etc. etc...
Oh... and you can say I'm a noob in creating this tread. No problem, I'm used to it.
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