Fair?

Fair?
Nothing in this damn word is completely fair.
And I mean nothing.
You try to be friend with someone, doesn't mean that person will want to befriend you.
You polite to someone, doesn't mean that person will be polite to you.
You gentle to someone, doesn't mean that person will be gentle to you.
You give way, doesn't mean others will give way to you too.
You care someone, doesn't mean you will be cared back.
You do something, doesn't mean you will receive it back.
You work so hard for it, doesn't mean you will get the payback.
You be a good guy, doesn't mean others won't be baddies on you.
You try to be just, doesn't mean justice will stand on your side.
You want to be fair, doesn't mean the world will be fair to you.
You try to be honest, doesn't mean others won't cheat you.
You try to be honest, doesn't mean you will get good repay.
You try to be honest, doesn't mean others will be grateful for that.

Now I understand
why there is always cheating
always dirty moves
always self-centered

People said that it's non of their business.
People said that it has their own reason for doing so.

It doesn't mean you do that much, you will be repaid back that much.
It doesn't mean if you try to do it very hard, you will get what you hope very much.
Good people don't always have good ends.
Or maybe, we are not that 'good' after all.


But does that means we shouldn't be good people?
Does that means we should cheat?

I think No.
But there is always no correct answer.
I dunno... if the world is fair, I won't be writing this shit out.



Aftermath, fading out.